In spite of the sadness (very deep) of losing my dad this past month, and in spite of my mother having an accident just 9 days after dad's death, may I just say that this has been a beautiful Fall. I am learning so much. I have felt the influence of a loving Father in Heaven as he has allowed me to learn more about my Dad and his goodness. I have been reassured that I am blessed to be the one to spend so much time with my mother as she recovers and tries to settle Dad's affairs. Of course, by myself I would not have chosen to have my schedule changed every day, but I realize that I am experiencing things that I will never have the opportunity to learn from again. In quiet moments I have felt sweet assurances that all is well and that if I move forward in faith, everything (absolutely everything) will work out if I will just trust in the Lord and pray for His will to be done. I am content to wait upon the Lord and in my waiting I am enjoying glorious views of orange and red Alpine mountains with low clouds and snow capped vistas. I don't remember apples being juicier and crisper, nor do I remember greener tomato vines with big, luscious tomatoes.

I am blessed to be a new Grandma for the 12th time. Little Jaxton arrived on Sept. 24 and I think he's as cute as any baby ever born. He brings peace, too. I ask, "Why am I so blessed?"

When the children gather here with their little ones and show love and affection to "Gampa" or "new gammaw" (my mother) I feel as if my heart will burst with joy because of the love that is felt. Alas, isn't that what it's all about? Love? Love of God; Love of our neighbors; Love one another! Conference conveyed this message--Just love one another. It's easy for me to understand and do right now. It is good--it is the best!!!! God bless us--everyone!!!